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Britney Spears<\/strong> describes the at-home abortion she had, and turns out the whole thing was shrouded in secrecy and torturous for her.<\/p>\n TMZ broke the story … the bombshell in Britney’s memoir — “The Woman in Me” — is that Justin Timberlake<\/strong> got her pregnant and made it clear he did not want the baby. Although she apparently wanted the baby, after some emotional discussions, she agreed to an abortion<\/strong>.<\/p>\n She wrote, “I’m sure people will hate me for this, but I agreed not to have the baby. I don’t know if that was the right decision. If It had been left up to me alone, I never would have done it. And yet Justin was so sure that he didn’t want to be a father.”<\/p>\n Now we learn Britney and JT made a pact that no one would know she was pregnant and chose to have an abortion … so they decided to terminate the pregnancy at home, without a doctor and without telling their family or anyone else.<\/p>\n She writes, “It was important that no one find out about the pregnancy or the abortion, which meant doing everything at home.”<\/p>\n Britney says the procedure was “excruciating.” The medication caused her severe physical pain.<\/p>\n She writes as she lies on the bathroom floor sobbing, Justin tried comforting her with music — strumming his guitar.<\/p>\n Britney says in the memoir … “I kept crying and sobbing until it was all over. It took hours, and I don\u2019t remember how it ended, but I do, twenty years later, remember the pain of it, and the fear.”<\/p>\n![\"Justin](\"https:\/\/imagez.tmz.com\/image\/ae\/4by3\/2023\/10\/17\/aeaa92d0430c44ac8d7b72aa3d6e1945_md.jpg\")
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